new sem bad start

i m like 80 percent done with my lectures this week, left with international econ on thurs. the modules that i m taking this sem seem pretty hard at the moment, esp the one with the french lecturer teaching. this sem is a do-or-die for me, i don't know how i should get things started but hopefully things will fall into their places for me soon.

anyway, i don't understand how i can miss out a fact that everyone is taking BSP module except for me. the only time i heard them saying it was at laska shop. i remember clearly nothing was confirmed, no one expresed keen interest except for HH. on the first day of bidding, i still bother to sms someone whom i didn't know is ( yes! it is still 'is') awkward with me to ask abt that module... and somehow i end up not knowing anything about it...

then ... a week later, some kind soul decided to tell me that everyone is taking BSP! this is some unethical way to kick me out of a common module just because some awkward pple is taking it? or somehow it is just so conincidence that i m left out? my fault? if this is some consipracy, then i don't deserve such treatment...

screw this whole thing seriously... tell me str what is happening

btw i do really wanna take BSP, but cos in order to prevent someone from thinking too much, i went ahead to take reporting stats which i have no idea what it is abt..

thanks ar... doesn't pay to be a good guy