i hate wet toilets

wet toilets are damn disgusting. can't believe i cant find a dry one in biz.

peer review

so much about saying giving each other equal marks and in the end someone just have to backstab us.

why is my marks lower than others? i was being called on with less 48 hours to cover for someone else and i did my part without complaining. i put aside my revision and rush the project. i spent 6 hours with the rest discussing the project on a sat afternoon when a member went MIA!!! fucking hell. the lecturer shld know this man!!!

in the end, my work wasn't being appreciated and worse still, i got penalized.

i waited 3 hours for the last meeting to start and someone just went home and did a video conferencing with us. i shld just have just gone back to hall and did a skype too!!! fuck!!! i was there as much as possible. i raise up doubts about the part that i was ordered to do saying that they are not continuous variables and u fucking hell.. asking me to continue and in the end turn them into dummy variables. i submit my work on time and try my best in helping the rest. so why was i being penalized? it all boils down to playing this game of survivor series isn't it?

damn.. cos of this stupid peer evaluation, i was even further behind the mean score. i have nothing to lose.. n i will seriously consider bring this issue up to the lecturer!!!

for the another project which doesn't have peer evaluation, i worked my life out and no body cared. the school should have one standard way of evaluating projects!!! what's the point of me working so hard for one and doing normally for the other and in the end, other people benefit??

fuck them!

crossroad

sometimes we just end up at the crossroads and not sure of which direction to go next. going straight will give you more misery, turning left maybe a dead end and turning right could be risky.

being left in the mid, lost and helpless.

adium

recently i have been using adium for messenger instead of the usual msn messenger. it seems to have less errors and seems cuter than the previous messenger.

but still i hope msn can come out with an exact mac version for msn messenger.

when they are gone.

you only treasure those moments when u no longer can have them anymore.

and you only realize how much you miss them when they come haunting you back..

environment do change, so do we.

treasuring every single moment of now and then

martin kelly ?

i realize i didn't blog for almost a month. almost forget how my blog looks like..

anyway, some random comments again.

i saw the soccernet headline.. saying that 'Gerrard injury blow for Liverpool'. follow by ...

Liverpool skipper Steven Gerrard, midfielder Albert Riera and defenders Martin Kelly and Martin Skrtel will all miss Wednesday's decisive Champions League match in Lyon.

who the hell is martin kelly? when did he become such a important feature that he gonna be mentioned along with gerrard, riera and skrtel who are first team players, that he is injured. i always thought that he is upcoming youngster who yet to secure a place in the first team unless benetiz wanna start him this mid week against lyon. as far as i m concerned, i think since he is injured, we just open up another slot for another youngster on the bench and hopefully that's the case.

Dishearten Liverpool fan.

SUNIG

the SUNIG chapter finally came to a close yesterday when i collected the medals, team NUS polo tees and the wind breaker. It had not been an easy time especially co-ordinating among all the halls and all the difficulties that had been posed since June.

i still remember the first meeting that we had at the starbucks at the raffles city shopping centre and the numerous failures of trying to conduct a constructive wednesday session during the holidays. luckily when sch reopened, things got slightly better. better turn up, more commitment.

one of the greatest prob posed was the IVP cap thing. a problem that i had raised up at the first meeting didn't have a solution all the way till one week b4 the first match. and yes, our team is also officially formed one week b4 the first match.

even when the tournament got under way, things weren't even smooth. the first match, i received a call at 12 pm to ask me to submit the team sheet that had slipped off my mind. at 3 pm, SRC called again to tell me a jersey was burnt ( printing errors and requested new jersey from me) and i had to rush down to get one. the 2nd match, i received calls 24 hrs b4 the match that 2 players were out. on the last one, our glue and drinks got stolen before the very minute of our match.

but still, we still hang on and deliver the expectations. it was a relief.

i do agree that it was very heart breaking for a couple of players who didnt make it due to injuries and other reasons. but hopefully, they do enjoy coming together to play. anyway, i really appreciate great from people like thong meng, bobby and martin etc. really learn from them quite alot.

i gotta say i still got alot to learn. but finally for now, i can sit back n just focus on IHG.